Swaychaa

Varied responses & reactions.......

2007-06-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

Responses that i received from the people totally unknown to me.
Feel inspired by the kind & varied reactions on different aspects.
Here are few that i have presented..........

Go ahead my son when we watch swamiji we r inspired you have chosen rt emblem so more you visit you will get light -Rita

How will achieve the spiritualism and feel the unconditional love without renouncing this life, how will i be free from all these bondages??? -Puneetha

Thanks for yr valuable suggestion.I don't know who y r but yr motto is really caring...sometimes I/everybody do need such inspiration.
Thanks. - Dipanwita:

Thanks for your blessings dear brother -Disha

Happy raksha bandhan to u also...dear brother..hope maa-thakur & swamiji reside in our heart always..jai maa.. -Rituparna

Taken from the orkut page that i maintain.
http://www.orkut.com/Scrapbook.aspx?uid=7222693054622357093

Children

2007-06-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

What a marvellous beings are these people ....!
The world is now alive because of these innocent creatures.

Innocent,Happy,Loving,Lovable,Ecstatic little people.

Wonderful is their nature.We can't help but love them.
Did you ever observe how a small child behaves, how he\she thinks......................

"They live in a blissful state,their very nature is divine.
So happy,so joyfull,as if the whole world is their's...... "

Devoid of all worries,ego's,selfishness,etc.
What a splendid state is that,wouldn't we all love to go back to that state given a chance.
We all live a life dusted very badly,bruised fully unable to know where we are heading ,lose our precious time and repent when there is no time or age left.
One needs to search very early in life the true treasure for happiness,it's within our reach but we fail to see it due to our negligence or because we get caught up in this mad world's rat race
but wait by the way one thinks we can transform,change our lives into a beautiful paradise
it's all possible & workable ,only you need guts to dream like that ...........

EXPERIENCE THE ULTIMATE
LIVE LIFE AS PER
YOUR OWN
WISH

EMAIL to the girl once thought of.........

2007-04-17T16:08:00.000-07:00

To **** ,

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DON'T know where to start & how to start.

BUT i decided that in one go ,let me put it all ,once for ever!!!!!!!!.
BY now you must have identified me with opposite gender & if u have ,you are absolutely right.i am extremely sorry for that .this was done so as to conceal my identity.you might use your brain to find & know me.(but it's almost a case of impossibility- one good suggestion "try googling ).

SO,
let me picturize it first .
You know me well enough (then).i think by now you must have forgotten me( my analysis predicts that).
I found you very appealing (note the tense used:),at that point of time.i might still (50% likely hood) find you appealing when i encounter you straight forward,but it will be the most unlikely thing that will happen.And it does support the fact that i couldn't talk to you although i had enumerable occasions if i wanted ,thus stating the very shyish ,diffident nature of mine & surely would nod your head in agreement ,once you recall me.But so are you.
True that girls are basically shy but you are truly an introvert.and i love( sorry 'like') such people who are calm,who do their work & who are so decent in appearance(although i saw you once in 'jeans' -looked odd in reference to your usual traditional wear).

GOOD PART
1) i like atmosphere that prevailed at your home.excellent family.

2) family reminds me of your "'MOTHER'"
she is a great mother.i don't know whether tamilian women are such divinely people but beyond doubt i have a deep sense of
respect & regard for her.

3) i had witnessed the most funniest expressions ,all together at once on your face,when you expected me least (I passed by)at that instant.

4)one more instance where i captured another perspective of your personality was when you suddenly left off the place because of intrusion by a person about whom your interpretation was totally wrong.

4)Your sister very different from you.She is very free with everyone.very nice attitude of her's.

DIFFICULT PART

1) as i mentioned i kept avoiding you physically though i couldn't do it in my mind.
RESULT : had to face huge conflicts with my mind & finally i did succeed.
2) in the most unlikely case i found myself in an ackward position twice ,at your unexpected presence & at the same place though at different time frames.

CONCLUSION

Well i took all these pains to type (for the past 1hr 30 min) this to finish it once for all,to tell you all i ever wanted to say. It might be very foolish to say this in this manner ,but i need to maintain my annonimity .BUT I GUESS by now with enough number of hints through out these mails , you must have zeoroed on few selected people among which i hope, i am not one of them.Even if you have figured me out, i must say that i didn't cross the borders of decency & didn't hurt you in anyway ,if i did plz excuse me.

SUGGESTION

By learning that you have been admitted to MGIT, I sense a bad environment there (usually it's the case with all hyd coll) & suggest you to keep distance from boys (explanation : all boys in such coll are more like empty vessels that make a lot of noise ,hence there energy gets manifested in forms ,that keep them interested & obviously girls are an interesting topic to them).
You are by nature ,a sweet and soft character,hence i advice you to not fall prey to these camouflaged beings.You are a mature girl,i know it,but plz take care.

I must admit that your cute little face was one of the prime factors that kept me interested in you.(plz note that ,i here refer to the same interest that one shows with cute little babies and nothing beyond that) .
Again i should say that by the above line i will be terribly spoiling you (sorry for that) because every time ,you can't but help appreciating your beauty(which is the basic innate human nature) thus falling prey to materialistic forms which are helplessly temporary.
I know that i am getting PHILOSOPHICAL BUT only after seeing your orkut profile page containing SWAMI VIVEKANANDA in the "my communities section",i felt you could take it.

IT is very interesting to know (i assume) that you have an interest in spirituality.
IF i am right , I DANGEROUSLY sense an overlapping of many similar attitudes between us.

I hope i am wrong thus ending it here..........................

............once for ever.

(THIS IS MY FIRST EVER MAIL TO A GIRL , WISH IT [ WISDOM COMES INTO PLAY]TO BE THE LAST ONE AS WELL)

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Ideal Proffesion

2007-04-14T15:40:00.000-07:00

A defining moment where the thoughts & feelings triggered off the wave ,to put those into the following paragraph.
This one is about the ever looming large cloud on any undergraduate ,the cloud of career.
Thus here at this place i am witnessing the buzz of career plans of students of various disciplines right in their first & second year's.Among them were my close circle of friends ,who were busy preparing resume for the so called "summer internship" for the coming 75 day vacation.They seem to be caught up in this whirpool of cramming up the CV(resume) with all sorts of ..... , by the time they graduate.
I really cannot surrender myself to these senseless ,baseless and meaningless madness of stuffing up of undeserving list of useless activities and achievements that one puts into his CV.
What is all this nonsense noise about ?.Does one know in this process where is he leading himself to ? Does one realize what his needs are & what is his job & duty?. Does a sheet describing nothing but one's stupid behaviour ,need that much of advertising & celebration ?.
Who in this world can teach these people about what they should be aspiring for ?
& who in this world can tell them that "all what one requires is already there.left to be harnessed...."

Unsteady mind

2007-04-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

How wonderful it would it be if i could explain it all to you about this "unsteadiness of the mind" .
I know you too must have realized this at one point of the time or the other.Our mind is so restless,so ungratified ,so unsatisfied.You must have observed this.As long as it is hinged to some pleasure deriving object be it be a materialistic one like favourite food,music,experience or feeling it never feels bored.But once that is gone as it must (note that nothing in this world is permanent) it gets agitated or normally restless ,tries to cling onto some other source this is the time where one looks troubled and has a feeling of loss.Also note that for 95% of the time we do nothing but what our mind likes to do.
(to be continued....)

COMMENTS ALWAYS WELCOMED.

Synopsis of this blog.....

2007-03-30T22:46:00.000-07:00

Remember that this space here is just not meant for me. The whole purpose of writing this blog is to raise many thoughts and brain currents in the mind that go unnoticed under the eye,which are of prime most importance.so let us explore those things and fantasize them which are worth spending few minutes to read.
So,my blogs here would primarily focus on the following issues.

unsteady mind
what have you decided
varied imagery experiences
height of emotion
the reason behind your existance.......

Keep waiting.

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Finale.......

2007-03-26T07:20:00.000-07:00

As expected it turned out to be just the one i had envisaged in the beginning.A few positives and a lot of negatives.To start with negatives,i just didn't utilize the precious time that was given to me.
next on the most important thing, i couldn't get that right although i was good at it before the commencement of (our sci techfest). all i had to do was to utilize the given time and i failed exceedingly at it.Well about the positives...... .ya i finished watching all parts of lord of the ring series 7 enjoyed participating at various quizzes. i did managed to win in one event called "***lab quiz",with the help of my sidey(short form for the guy next to my room). although it was by sheer luck i would say. To be continued.............in 2-3 hrs from now.

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A small break!

2007-03-20T02:06:00.001-07:00

What does one do when one is given a whole one full week of holidays in the midst of a very rigorous schedule.........?
I find myself in that situation right now.Time is just flying without any warning that the vacation is going to be finished within the blink of an eye nor without a signal that these days are so important in many ways.Everyday looks so routine or is it my laziness and carelessness that makes the day look boring,can't say but it's the truth.Well thought of completing many things by next week,few things include learning flash photoshop,which i always find it intresting ,doing a bit of C programing ,reading those books that i always wished to read,something of spirituality and many more enthued activities
Hope atleast few of the things get done.
and i shall tell you about the progress made by the time i write my next blog.
I came to know that today at my homeplace (hyderabad) a festival called 'ugadi' is being celebrated.So happy ugadi to all .

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Finally into the world of blogging

2007-03-20T02:06:00.000-07:00

So after thinking a lot about posting,blogging,expressing, i came up with this one "SWAYCHAA"
i expect you to figure out what this title means.
Basically i take many things seriously.And starting a blog of my own meant something grievous to me.initially i found myself creating one of perfection that which looked awesome in its style and layout but realized that contents of the blog add all the beauty to it. thus you and i find ourselves here.i will keep adding many more things in due course of time to keep you and myself in exploring and experiencing a total different world of thought expression and ideology.

COMMENTS ALWAYS WELCOMED.